I wish Michael Bubble's songs turn into exhaling air push trough your vocal chords... So I can hear that cheesy lines that I so hopeless listen to when my heart feels a bit achy... I am never scare anymore of showing my annoyingly plane Jane side, the girl who check her phone hoping for a turn in the story, the one who wanders what went wrong? although my cold and rational brain avoid this plane Jane to emerge from me, she is there... Is a plane version that my OH so strong and confident Gabrrrrrrrrriela empathize the R just the way I empathize my personality when I decide to wear red..,. OH OH OUCH! it hurts this little weirdo has done i, he has made me oversleep and tear a bit over his indifference... how? he friend zone me... Not saying I am any close to girlfriend material because I am not, slowly I am turning into anything but that, but I am a great material... I am really... so the friend zone came as a shock. At first I thought it was because he did not met me, then when we met, it became clear he is just not into me... Yet I had to ask...
Yes yes I asked!! why??? because I have balls and over the years I fell in love with myself and because I love me much, I am not going on wandering if he likes me as friends or if he changed the way he sees me because he met me, yes he says he wants to see me again.. but Do I? I mean at the very moment I was talking to him I had a guy hopelessly waiting for a message of me saying I will go out with him in another date... And him in the line saying he sees me only as a friend... and is his right he can chose to see me just as his friend and for him to want to spend more time together as friends because I am a very fun person to be around I think it comes from my love for myself I became so confident that fun and exciting things seems to happen to me more often... but is also my right to protect myself from being stupid and spend time with someone who I potentially could develop a bigger crush on...
If I am honest to me I think the 2 reasons I liked him were, one because he is there, he texts, he calls, he listens, and then he looks like Harry Potter... and yes I am a Harry Potter's fan along to the mass of Asian girls who find him cute and that he finds cute as well (so I will assumed my Asian features were not clear to him). I told him if he kept dating these girls it will keep going down the sink he is so not boring but boring... I mean he stays at home on a weekend most times, and had to rebuild himself so that he can be some sort of normal guy which I admired but I like he is still a weirdo... and these girls are just oh god not going to judge them but boredom is along the line of what define most of them... but then is not his fault I guess that is what he likes, en gustos y colores no hay autores!
I only wish I was less of a coward and would have at least tried to be your friend... but I am not risking myself to make the mistake of falling for someone who is not going to correspond me again... sorry, maybe next year who knows... maybe if these feelings go away... maybe we could go get drunk with wine and take salsa lessons, and just walk and have a silly conversations as we said we would... and I meant it chicken.... I am glad we are not strangers anymore.
Yes yes I asked!! why??? because I have balls and over the years I fell in love with myself and because I love me much, I am not going on wandering if he likes me as friends or if he changed the way he sees me because he met me, yes he says he wants to see me again.. but Do I? I mean at the very moment I was talking to him I had a guy hopelessly waiting for a message of me saying I will go out with him in another date... And him in the line saying he sees me only as a friend... and is his right he can chose to see me just as his friend and for him to want to spend more time together as friends because I am a very fun person to be around I think it comes from my love for myself I became so confident that fun and exciting things seems to happen to me more often... but is also my right to protect myself from being stupid and spend time with someone who I potentially could develop a bigger crush on...
If I am honest to me I think the 2 reasons I liked him were, one because he is there, he texts, he calls, he listens, and then he looks like Harry Potter... and yes I am a Harry Potter's fan along to the mass of Asian girls who find him cute and that he finds cute as well (so I will assumed my Asian features were not clear to him). I told him if he kept dating these girls it will keep going down the sink he is so not boring but boring... I mean he stays at home on a weekend most times, and had to rebuild himself so that he can be some sort of normal guy which I admired but I like he is still a weirdo... and these girls are just oh god not going to judge them but boredom is along the line of what define most of them... but then is not his fault I guess that is what he likes, en gustos y colores no hay autores!
I only wish I was less of a coward and would have at least tried to be your friend... but I am not risking myself to make the mistake of falling for someone who is not going to correspond me again... sorry, maybe next year who knows... maybe if these feelings go away... maybe we could go get drunk with wine and take salsa lessons, and just walk and have a silly conversations as we said we would... and I meant it chicken.... I am glad we are not strangers anymore.
